Now what ???
After breaking up my 3rd relationship officially 4 days ago, I feel lonely now, wasn't I supposed to be happy ? Isn't it what I wanted ? Being in a relationship 2019 to 2025, having one long-distance relationship taking a break but talking to other guys during that break to cope with my loneliness getting into relationship which I clearly didn't wanted in 1st place and always knew it wasn't gonna work out since the beginning, giving chances to men who touched me inappropriately without my concent to keep friendship or relationship with. Breaking all 3 of my relationships by myself, seeing there's no future ahead being too honest or being stupid, having too much expectations overthinking giving too much too early . Giving your 100% and expecting the same and disappointing myself again and again. Here, I'm 25 overweight over thinking, lonely, and confused It was my decision But, I don't feel happy or at peace. I don't feel like smiling anymore, especially not for pictures , confused 😕 lonely and anxious, but doesn't want to talk to anyone else. I don't like men at this point 😑 don't have any girlfriend to share coz I've trust issues. What if they made fun of me or didn't care or get annoyed by my feelings 🙃
God has not a better but best plans for you. Believe in God ....he is here
Healing isn’t linear, and peace doesn’t always come the moment you choose what’s best for you. You walked away from what wasn’t meant for your soul — that was strength, not weakness. Just because it hurts now doesn’t mean it was the wrong choice. You’re not broken — you’re just in the in-between. Take your time. Feel what you need to feel. Your heart is learning how to beat for you again.
I have a frnd and her story might give u another angle view She was in relationship and it was also long distance Later he broke up with her and for next three years he gave her fake hopes and she kept on living on those fake hopes of him and later she gathered herself and told him, she no more want this type of confusion and also not to contact her And later for a year she regretted that, what if he was truly loving her, But after a year he texted to her through a fake id But he revealed that he was cheating on her since from beginning But she lost her 4 years I know she was so in love with him And she never spoke to any guy when she was with him But she got cheated And later she wrote competitive exams But she failed them As per I know she was rank 1 of my class Before falling in love But she barely passed in class 12 And conclusion is I asked do u regret what u did And she answered Yeah, trying hard, begging him And also when she failed her competitive exams, many people taunted her But her parents always supported her And she feels guilty that, she may have studied well, and she may focused on herself According to her, when we become obsessed in improving ourselves then not only others love u, but the world's great love self love, and u will be proud of urself So only focus on what u can do to make ur version better, don't stop until u feel satisfy with the self u have All the best
I went through a similar thing, because I was insecure, but luckily I did have good friends to support me. Time to focus on yourself. Think about your insecurities, write them down. Remember just because you THINK it doesn't make it TRUE. Decide what you can change or improve, and focus on that. Find a hobby, or pick a subject you want to learn about and dive in 😊 Give your brain something to focus on other than guys and being lonely. If you ever want to talk, I'm happy to listen 💖