self-control
After all that needs to change , positive mindset no man 2025 motivation self healing journey era , I deserve better I shouldn't settle for less thinking all those self motivation videos 10s of hours of YouTube . I couldn't stop myself from calling him. Moving on is easier said than done in real life, especially in my case . I went back to him calling or messaging him myself even though the efforts of reaching out were only from my end . I don't know why I called him and was angry at him for not showing any emotion or not reaching out for me. The answer I got was that I was busy, and the schedule was hectic. I don't even have time for myself right now, and all How can I be so dumb and useless and insecure Why can't I just shut off block him all at once? Don't just reach out to him, and stop giving myself excuses to just have a conversation with him when I clearly know I'm sounding desperate . Why am I giving mixed signals to him? My words and my actions don't match whatsoever, and why do I need to talk to him when u know he's not the one for me???? Why do I have this shallow hope they'll jump the rivers for me? When I've seen, they won't even budge from their bed, it was not their fault I give too much they never asked for it I'm the 1st place I gave it to them in hope I'll receive the same . Dear you , stop putting expectations on people. unnecessary people like to get stuff of free they won't complain, everyone is not stupid like you, when it comes to love . Stop expectating a grand gesture, I want you back speech from them when you were the one who left them . Thinking grass is greener on the other side . Water yourself first . Please, I beg of you 😔 🙏🏼 You can't be doing the same thing again and again and expect different results . Remember, they never asked for your efforts. You are the one who went all out and gave it to them yourself . If they had sern your efforts, they would acknowledge it earlier. You didn't have to be here and contemplating your decision now and again. It's over. Please learn your lesson it's 3rd, and last time you don't deserve a better person,if you don't do anything to be better person yourself first you just have to be more disciplined in taking care of yourself, this is not the kind of role model you want to be for your daughter in future 😢😔 Please stop trying loving people in a romantic way it's not for you. You have lots of expectations from the opposite gender .