Sekiro WolfThe little story about my anxiety
When I was younger, one day I was a little sick, and I couldn't see things the way they are. I saw darkness around me and the people around me were not people any more. I felt scared and didn't know who to call, I was alone in the big city, lost in my mind, destroyed by my emotions so I went to my ex boyfriends house and that day my anxiety started. I was bothered by sounds, light, my mind was running wild, with pictures of all the worst things in the world. I was blocked, I could not eat, I could not sleep because I thought I'm gonna die, I cried every day. After some time, I lost a lot of weight, I was living with my parents again, I couldn't do simple chores, I was very afraid to be alone, I had panic attacks that I'm gonna die. Every day I prayed, I wanted to die just to end this hell on earth. This really was hell on earth. And after this boiling lava sounds nice. The time was passing so slowly, every minute like a day and days like seconds, which was so confusing and sad. So, slowly I realized that this I have to defeat. So I started, working, from home, translations. Went to church, religion saved me, liturgy, prayers, good energy. I found my true values, and by true values I mean, those inner child values I have known to be true all my life. I gone so far from it, I couldn't recognize myself anymore. Who did I make? A person for people 😔 Sadly, I forgot me. And that made me back on my feet. Being me, my true self, brought me back to life. I changed but I was unapologetically determined to be the best version of myself and never again, never ever, never, ever, ever be anxious again. Never ever! So that time, I cherish so much, it gave me a lesson, I will be true to myself, always. I know the struggles of some of the people here, I know that it feels like nothing helps, every advice is futile... But remember You are not alone, you're not a freak, you're not in this state forever. 🌹💪🌹💪🌹💪🌹💪🌹💪🌹
The time you took to write all this is truly inspiring. Anxiety can be tough, but you did just the right thing. I'm proud of you for getting back on your feet and believing in yourself. It's heartwarming to see that you've been getting better at it too, and showing love and support for the people you care for the most. You inspire me a lot, and you've been my role model since I downloaded Dreamfora. I want to thank you for it, and I wish you lots of luck with your journey & dreams. 💗
Oh thank you for such beautiful and kind words 🙏 I really am touched that you see me as a role model, such a gift having you among friends leafy 🍃 - Daisy🌼- almond milk🥛 beautiful girl with a big heart ❤️ I also, love reading your page, it's full of hope and an intelligent, young perspective 👏👏👏👏 Love you 💐💐💐💐🌹🌹🌹
Thank you so much, you're so kind! 😭💗💗
Anxiety is hard to overcome 😢 I am very proud of you miss for overcoming it! 👏👏🤗 It takes immense courage to overcome the deep anxiety you had . I am so glad you did it beautiful person you have your own light and let it shine for your lifetime ☺✨🍀💖 You inspire us!
Thanks
Wow Sekiro🥲🫶🌟 I admire your perspective on life and determination. It's hard to imagine how you felt, I tried to, and I could only say, no, no... You're really brave🥲❤️🌟 The way you fought to find yourself and got back up...Truly Inspirational🌟❤️👏🎀☺️ This post of yours...I have seen, read, understood, and learned from☺️❤️ Thank you very very much🥲❤️🌟🌹🫶✨❤️
@Sekiro it sounds disheartening that you have been through this 😟 You must have so scared and alone . You have been so persevering to overcome this !Thankyou so much for sharing this with us here! I appreciate your honesty and determination !🌺
Amazing 💝
Guys, thank you for the support. ❤️🙏 It was hard then, I didn't know what was happening, it took a tool on my life, and I made it. 👏😁 I just hope that I helped somebody with the same problem, if nothing else just to ease the mind a little bit. ❤️ I love you all, such a great community we have here. I love you all so much 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞